Christmas Recap

This Christmas was full of so much joy! All my kids were here, plus my bonus son Jon and of course sweet little Melanie. We felt the love of family and total strangers. We are truly blessed. And then I threw up, again and again for days, maybe weeks. No, not weeks, but it was a bad one. And I remember laying alone in the dark, wondering what day it was, and repeating to myself, it will be okay. Words Richard always told me. I tell myself now. I am strong. But I really miss that outside encouragement. And I sometimes miss letting someone else be strong for me for just a while.

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