I Christmased!!! We took Annalina out for her birthday dinner. Then we went to see lights at the Friendship Gardens! This is huge, because I want so badly to enjoy the holidays, but it feels like such an inner battle, so I avoid it all together. I feel the big blessed days coming and there are a lot of emotions swirling through me. I am easily overwhelmed and stressed trying to get things done. And I feel guilt for what I let go. But I'm working on it. It felt good to be out with my kiddos enjoying something beautiful. I am grateful for their patience with me. Merry Christmas!
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